Arggh.
And I agreed to do this why?
First group study session today for Part I of ‘Operation FANZCA’. I know not very much. I am a lazy slack bastard. How the hell am I going to learn all this material before July. Why am I going down this path? Why why why why why.
Supposedly the end justifies the means. I’m just a little overwhelmed at present by the sheer mountain of content and concepts to be grasped.
Regularly experiencing feelings of ‘ohfuckit’ throughout the day at work as well as when I should be studying.
Far more exciting things I’d like to be doing.
On the other hand…if I don’t do it…I’ll be stuck where I am. Not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing.
I think really the hardest part is actually getting started. Haven’t really studied in earnest since the end of second year. That was nearly three years ago. So it’s a cold shock to the system actually having to study and having to learn content in depth.
Well….I’ve started. Here’s hoping I gather some momentum some time soon. I am perhaps regretting being convinced to do Anthems at 45rpm at present.
On a brighter note….7 weeks left until general registration. Seven weeks left until I change hospitals.